Take this road down.

2011-09-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

2011-04-22T11:34:00.002+08:00

"Griselda John Patrick August 6, 2010 at 12:31pm
you wanna make a journal for me at india?

Mangalapriyaa-Caterpillar Doraisamy August 7, 2010 at 10:00am Report
If I have the time,yes.

Griselda John Patrick August 8, 2010 at 1:17am
Try make time k..

Griselda John Patrick August 8, 2010 at 8:17pm
Actually nevermind..

Mangalapriyaa-Caterpillar Doraisamy August 8, 2010 at 11:58pm Report
whyyyy?

Mangalapriyaa-Caterpillar Doraisamy August 8, 2010 at 11:58pm Report
i will((:"

youre 8 months late

2011-03-30T21:53:00.001+08:00

"in your dreams, what is troubling you so much?"
"in my dreams, you are there"
"are you still not happy with me even in your dreams?"
"even so, come. tomorrow and the next day"

2010-12-21T12:25:00.002+08:00

You said you'd never be with a Malay, but look at you.
I have changed? Yeah you have too

2010-12-18T21:01:00.001+08:00

Listen baby girl
Fine, I will turn away for you, I will coolly let you go like a man
And I won’t bother you, silently from behind you
I will stand silent as the grave, looking at you from afar without you knowing
From very far away, so that you will completely forget my existence UH–

But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl
I’m letting you go for a bit, but you will come back again
I know, so don’t worry, when you collapse I’ll be back.

2010-12-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Both of us? No.. It's only me

2010-12-05T16:48:00.000+08:00

i dont know if i can bring myself to do that..

2010-12-02T08:02:00.002+08:00

he finds it annoying to talk or text?
haiz.. do you know how much im dying just for a text? havent seen your face in weeks, havent heard your voice in days.
come back to me baby, youre all i need):
why am i not like that for you)):

2010-11-24T01:07:00.003+08:00

knowing i still hurt you, even when we're apart.
fighting with you on a day that means the world to me.
having to spend a day without you.
waiting for your text only to find you angry at me.
when my calls dont get through and i cry alone remembering your voice over the phone.
having no one understand me like you do anymore.
that sucks you know?

i want to disappear from you.
you dont need me anymore. how many times must these words pierce me?
friends friends friends.
):
i want you to be happy
will you understand?
that i love you so much?
that i cant bare to see you with someone else when its not me?
that i dont want to go a single day without you but i have to force myself to
because i can never make you happy?
that i dont want you to give up because i never did?
will you understand?
):
i miss you

2010-11-19T20:15:00.001+08:00

you dont come here anymore,
wtf am i doing here, checking????

2010-11-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

you dont know how much i fucking miss you and to know its one sided makes it even worse.
i feel like dying

2010-11-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

keep calm and drink and smoke

2010-09-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

you deserve better than this, better than what ive given you.
i was never good enough for you
but you were for me and i had the best 2 years plus of my life
i will never be good enough.
i dont deserve you.
i wish i was a guy.

2010-09-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

why are you doing this to me again?

2010-09-08T01:24:00.002+08:00

i know more than you think i know and although it hurts everytime, i guess i just want you to be happy even when i know that im not the one that gives you that happiness. eventhough im not happy about it, in fact im disappointed and upset and sad and angry and surprised, i would fake my happiness just for you just so you wont worry because that's how ive always loved you.

2010-09-06T23:16:00.001+08:00

and a rock feels no pain
and an island never cries.

2010-08-31T23:09:00.001+08:00

the reason

2010-08-23T17:35:00.000+08:00

2010-08-23T01:00:00.001+08:00

and as long as i can feel you holding on,
i wont fall, even if you said i was wrong

2010-07-08T17:14:00.001+08:00

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I’d rather have hard times together than to have it easy apart. I’d rather have the one who holds my heart.

2010-05-23T00:14:00.003+08:00

i don't know if there's only one person on the planet you're supposed to be with
but when we're together, it sure feels that way(:

(: x25

2010-05-09T12:34:00.001+08:00

you can do no wrong in my eyes

2010-03-23T23:42:00.001+08:00

There comes a time where we meet someone, and we just know. We can hear it in their voice, we can see it in the way they smile, and in the way they look at you. During one of your own smiles, you catch yourself and realize that you feel this way just because that other person is just being themselves.

I want so bad to know if I can tell you that you’re that person to me
(:
23032010

2010-03-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

Because if you take time to fight and argue and still can’t imagine leaving them,
then you love them.
And that’s the kind of love that’s forever

2010-02-07T11:14:00.001+08:00

she's finally home!

2010-02-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

When you think about that person constantly, when you want to be with that person every second, when everything you see remind you of that person, when you find yourself always running to pick them back up even after they hurt you, when you care about that person despite all they’re mistakes, when they’re the person who you think of when you’re laying in bed at the end of the day, when the little things they do make you smile and make your heart beat fast no matter how wrong they did you…that’s love

2010-01-09T23:25:00.001+08:00

7feb

2009-12-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

If you love something let it go,
If it comes back to you it's yours,
If it doesn't,
it never was,and it's not meant to be.

2009-12-21T16:31:00.001+08:00

nothing to you but the world to me

2009-12-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

i know what i should do,
but i just cant walk away..

2009-11-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

she said prawn :D

2009-11-22T14:25:00.001+08:00

Eight to five or two to one
Lay your money on the sun
Until you crash what have you done?
Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you bring
You've got to cry before you see

2009-11-08T19:10:00.001+08:00

I don't know if you've noticed
But I'm trying not to show that
I'm scared that one day
I might wake up and realize that you are not there.

2009-09-16T12:12:00.001+08:00

don't you wanna make me feel like i'm a thousand stories high?
don't you wanna make me feel i'll never fail, i'll never die?
don't you wanna set me free? we'll override the history
turn to find our destiny and never turn away.

dan wilson- cry

2009-09-14T14:22:00.001+08:00

I'd walk halfway around the world
For just one kiss from you.
Far beyond the call of love
The sun, the stars, the moon
As long as your love's there
to lead me.
I wont lose my way believe me.
Even through the darkest night,
you know,
I'd go anywhere for you.

2009-09-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

star wars = o.o = wow hahaha

2009-08-23T18:26:00.001+08:00

the world is gonna throw us a million reasons why this isnt gonna work between us..
but im armed with one reason why it will,
you!

i love you!
sixteen(:

2009-08-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

i may not be her first, her last or her only.
she has cared about someone else before me, and possibly will again..
but she cares for me now and that's all that matters.
i dont expect her to be perfect because i know im flawed as well.
she may not think of me every second and i may not be the centre of her universe,
but she gave me a part of her she knows i can break.
so, i wont hurt her, or try to change her.
my only promise is that i will make her smile when she makes me smile,
yell when she makes me mad,
miss her when she's not there
and love her like she'll never break my heart.

I LOVE YOU!(:

2009-08-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

i'm still craving
to have you by my side.
I know our love is fading..
but it will shine

2009-08-10T17:16:00.001+08:00

Goat + Dog
These two signs bring out the worst in each other. The realistic dog is dutiful, loyal and likes to call a spade a spade. The whimsical goat is likely to be hurt by the dog's harsh words, and will seek a more exciting life than that which the dog will provide. The dog will fail to appreciate the creative side of the goat, and will simply be irritated by the goat's capriciousness instead.

2009-07-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

"I'm ready to live
I'm ready to dream
I'm ready for fear, and love and everything between
Don't tell me I'm right
Don't tell me I'm wrong
Just tell me I'm strong enough for one more song"

2009-07-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

"i wanna sing while the ocean sleeps.
i wanna feel what its like to be free.
i wanna see what you see in me.
i wanna feel what it's like to believe"

TOMORROW IS IBM!

2009-06-28T17:26:00.001+08:00

This is strange..
This is wonderful..
This grip chokes us all..

Exams...

2009-06-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you whats next
Make you believe
Make you forget
Come on and get higher
Because everything works in your arms

2009-06-23T12:25:00.001+08:00

12+2=14(:

2009-06-22T22:53:00.004+08:00

Every time I look at you, you make me wanna smile,
Let me hug you and hold you in my arms for a while.
I think you're so cute and I think you're so sweet,
I love the way you act, I think that's pretty neat.

Every time I'm around you, you make me burst with joy,
I feel like a little kid with a brand new toy.
Whenever I'm not with you I feel all alone,
I feel so far away but I thank God for the telephone.

When I hear your sweet voice answering on the other side,
It makes me go crazy, it makes me lose my mind.
My love for you is true and I hope you too feel this way,
I love you with all of my heart, hey, that's all I got to say.

Baby, I want to thank you for coming into my life,
I feel like I've known you forever, your favorite color is green and your favorite number is five.
You totally changed my life and the way I think,
You came to me and I fell in love with you in a blink.

GIRLFRIEND((:
this is one of the surprises((:
haha!
i could have posted it on my blog,but i decided to do it on yours((:
hey!things might have changed,they might turn out to be sucky or they might even make you hate me or the other way!
but no matter what, i just want you to know you have been the BEST GIRLFRIEND!
i feel super lucky being with you((:
you never once put yourself before me,and for that i will always be grateful!
haha,anyway!
tomorrow being our 14th month i just want you to know,you mean alot to me!
and when i say ALOT!
i really mean it ALOT((:
haha,and i apologise for the times we fought or i broke your heart!
really,i want to make things happy for both of us,and i hope i would((:
hey,but thank you for still not giving up on us((:
i just hope the months ahead go fine,and as the days get nearer i know things might get pretty messy,but just hang in there((:
i'll be there with you at each step you're taking((:
dont worry love!its us against the world((:(i mean this,even if we break up)
haha,if i'd continue typing i wont stop!
haha,
so i better get going!
I LOVE YOU MANY,MANY((:
HAPPY 14TH((:
and goodluck for your exams((:

im just a call away baby((:

2009-06-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

"Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary,
Rest your head, i'm permanent."

SURPRISE!
girlfriend! haha i miss you):
take care of yourself
i should be the one saying "dont skip meals" haha
use your time wisely to study or something.
stop playing and watching tv! hahha
ESP WATCHING TV omg!
your total watching tv time is like twice of my sleeping time sia hahaha
okay take care!
and i hope to see you soon!
thursday cant wait!!!!!!
ive to go back sjc for band.. not confirmed yet though..
but if i am then i can leave anytime you want me to love(:
text me as soon as you read this k!(:
i love you!

you have another surprise waiting for you on 23rd(:

2009-06-14T12:02:00.001+08:00

i love the way you always knew me(:

2009-06-10T13:03:00.001+08:00

if this is the last thing you do just tell me that it's o.k.
for me to have these feelings for you
and that it's normal to want to call you.
Oh I'm dialing the phone and I'm letting it ring for hours
and I'm pretending to hear your voice-
Why does my heart always beat before yours does?
After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything,
so I'm making myself believe in you.

i miss you!!!! ):

2009-06-06T16:00:00.001+08:00

you cant put your true feelings into words
i cant express my important feelings
if the two of us would exchange the feelings in our hearts..
would we see that destiny was on our side?

2009-05-31T21:09:00.001+08:00

show me what i'm looking for..

2009-05-30T22:55:00.001+08:00

i miss you):

2009-05-23T11:20:00.001+08:00

You’re my Sunday,
Make my Monday come alive,
Just like Tuesday you’re a new day, wakes me up,
Wednesday’s raining,
Thursday’s yearning,
Friday nights,
Then it all ends at the weekend, you’re my star

Happy 13th(:
I Love You!

2009-05-18T19:27:00.001+08:00

and why cant you just hold me?
and how come it is so hard?
and do you like to see me broken?
and why do i still care?

2009-05-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

You are my everything.
Nothing your love won't bring.
My life is yours alone,
the only love I've ever known.
Your spirit pulls me through
when nothing else will do.
Every night I pray, on bended knee,
that you will always be, my everything.

2009-04-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

you say - there's no place you'd rather be when you're lying next to me
I say - there's no one i'd rather see when you're lying next to me
you say - that you never want to go when you're lying next to me
I say - that I want to take it slow when you're lying next to me

you say - you are totally complete when you're lying next to me
I say - even your tears will taste sweet when you're lying next to me
you say - a better place cannot be found when you're lying next to me
I say - let's make my bed a playground when you're lying next to me

2009-04-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

Pull back the shield between us, and I'll kiss you,
Drop your defenses and come, into my arms.
I'm all for believing

PS; IT'S AN INTERNATIONAL GOOD DEED!:D THANKS SIMRAN!

2009-04-01T10:54:00.000+08:00

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same

2009-03-31T11:52:00.001+08:00

money money money money money..

2009-02-28T22:54:00.001+08:00

one miss call for staying up.
two miss calls for not staying up.
well, i chose thrice

2009-02-23T22:27:00.001+08:00

(i took notice of the way your lips moved rather than the words you spoke)
10th(:

2009-02-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

good inside and out
thats a feeling i cant get anywhere
only through you!
thanks for wasting your time and money budget(:
good luck for lit and amaths this week!
you can do better at maths, dont worry!

2009-02-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing ok

2009-01-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it right now i swear

2009-01-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby

2009-01-19T18:54:00.001+08:00

4 days(:

2009-01-16T21:19:00.001+08:00

GRISELDO-DING-DONG BELL!I LOVE YOU MANY,MANY!:D

((:

2009-01-12T20:06:00.001+08:00

congrats on A1(:

2009-01-08T21:31:00.001+08:00

You know, I work all day
To get you money to buy you things.
And it's worth it just to hear you say
"You are my everything"

2009-01-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

my new year's resolution:
to not lose my temper with you.

2008-12-11T11:51:00.003+08:00

my life was empty until i saw a cutie
whenever i feel hopeless, she makes me feel like i'm priceless
the warmth of her embrace, makes me feel like i'm in outerspace.
the times i spent with her are sweeater than sugar
though we had our fights, i know she'll always be the best dream of my nights
i'll run miles to see her glowing with smiles
she means the world to me and this is how it'll forever be
being with her makes me feel happier than ever
her embrace; her face, is all i need to get through a big daze
she's the oxygen in my life that's needed for me to survive
words can't describe the need for her in my life
my love for her will never end even if i'm beneath the sand
loving her caused alot of friction but i never gave up as she's my greatest addiction
when i'm in pain, she washes it off like rain
whatelse can i ask for when i've got a love like yours to adore?
the first time we met, you made my heart melt
baby, you'll always be in my heart even if death does us apart
i love you(:

2008-12-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry if i hurt you
and i really hope you know
i care about you though it doesn't always show.
i'm asking for forgiveness
and the chance to start anew.
i promise i'll try harder,
just let me make it up to you.

2008-12-09T23:05:00.003+08:00

i wished i could redo every single fight we had and make sure that you never cried at all.

051208

2008-12-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

there's like 26 more days to a new year!)):
baby,iloveyou!
thanks for all that you've given me this year and for the years to come!
muacks!

281108

2008-11-28T21:27:00.001+08:00

baby i miss you!
its saturday tmr)):
i might have to wait for 50 plus hours to past before i can see you bueh face!
haha!
take care dear!
love:))
(i still wished you were here with me now!)

261108

2008-11-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

today is left's birthday!
haha!
baby!
i love you too!
haha
you are such a sweetheart((:

2008-11-20T10:57:00.002+08:00

I'm sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me

I'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand?
we've got nothing left to prove

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

(i didn't mean to put her before you)

2008-11-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

"These aren't changes in our eyes,
It's only life that's passing by"

i hope you're fine.. go home safely yes!

131108

2008-11-13T20:37:00.001+08:00

baby!
i like your hair!
it looks nice though!
haha,i got a coolo gf!
oh,eh now you're at work!
bette go home safely and call me once you reach k?
and once you go home,go straight to bed!
dont use comp!((:
baby,iloveyou!

2008-11-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

there's this really fun game to play!
it's called bloons tower defence 3.
i say it's fun because i even paused my drama for it!
and my aim is to reach level 60
i hope i can!

2008-11-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

baby,this is from me to you!
ILOVEYOUDEAREST!
thanks for today!
with much love,your gf!((:

2008-11-04T11:11:00.001+08:00

i love you(:

2008-10-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

i did things that reminded me of you today, but it didnt work.

2008-10-17T19:44:00.004+08:00

If I could only see you now
For about an hour
Maybe just a minute
a glimpse would even do
):

2008-10-15T11:13:00.001+08:00

congratulations doremon!
i'm proud of you(:

2008-10-12T12:43:00.001+08:00

5 days!):

2008-08-23T12:30:00.001+08:00

2008-08-02T14:25:00.002+08:00

"the writings on the wall, you've read that i'd be gone
but if you call my name, just know that i'll come running
for one more night, to spend with you
this is where i'm meant to be, please dont leave me"

a day to remember- you should've killed me when you had the chance

2008-07-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

i''m holding for you, im fighting for your life.
and when you're blinded by this jaded world, i'll be your eyes.
even if you fall, i wont let you break
when all the noise is telling you to run away, run to me.

2008-07-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

and you wake up at six with your eyes partially open
and stumble off to work on the problems of your life.
and when you stumble home from the job that you despise,
there's a place on the seat
where you once felt first love.

2008-06-25T21:25:00.001+08:00

Remembering the nights when you’d whisper to me soft,
“Forever more my heart is yours..”
):

2008-06-22T21:00:00.001+08:00

school starts tomorrow! guess how much homework i have left?

2008-06-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

the hair at this side of my head, grow longer now! ):

2008-06-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

You say "close your eyes, tell me what do you see?"
I see only two people,
just you and me.

2nd june- amaths and band and fan
3rd june- amaths and day out with sotong and maybe fan
4th june- band and fan
5th june- marathon and maybe fan
6th june- fan
7th june- church and maybe fan
8th june- kuala lumpur
i cant wait for the week to begin!

2008-05-29T14:34:00.004+08:00

"Did you know,
The reason i turn my eyes away from you
is because i want to continue looking at you forever.
The reason i can't be that gentle with you, is because i'm scared of losing you
It would be good if these days would last, if possible, forever"

i love the drama i'm watching!(:
thanks for the surprise! and the cake! and the flower!
love!

2008-05-23T19:46:00.002+08:00

dedicated to the one i'll always love,
thank you for today and for the gift(:

watashi wa anata honto ni daisuki desu!

2008-05-18T16:34:00.003+08:00

"Hello, it's me, your only son,
writing to you now because I haven't seen you in so long
even though we live in the same home.
You're the father that I've never known.
I get up each day, you're already gone.
Drive past your office late at nightm
and see the light still on.
Why do you care more about your job,
than about the family falling apart?"

"Hello, my boy, your letter hurt me so.
18 years I've worked so hard, while I missed seeing you grow.
I was just trying to provide for you.
All my efforts thrown back in my face.
Every morning I'd say a prayer for you,
as I lose another day making it the best for you.
Someday you'll wake up and you'll realize
and you'll thank me for how hard I've tried.
I gave up more for you than you'll ever understand"

"But you were never there for me when life went bad.."

"Son, I've always tried to give you all the things I never had."

"But all I ever wanted was a dad"

(i miss you!): come back safely yes!)

2008-05-09T19:48:00.001+08:00

When you are next to me,
I can see the greatest story love has ever told

2008-04-28T21:09:00.001+08:00

"This is the story of my life and I write it every day.
and I hope you're by my side
when I write the last page."
-you

2008-04-23T21:03:00.001+08:00

(:
(:
(: